Will I ever get use to having these feelings!

I awoke with a huge pounding in my ears, behind my eyes and in the brain; this is a headache I would not wish on my worst enemy. “That depends on the situation you may be in.” Detective O'Connor said with a smirk. His voice came from across the living room; I looked around the room to see him in the shadows of the corner to my left. I looked down to see that I was in my favorite Pj's a t-shirt and my Hello Kitty pajama pants. I felt him very upset, even scared and like he had a million questions for me but did not know how to ask me, and I would not even have the answers for his questions. I grabbed the bag of ice off my head and grabbed the glass on the table with the Extra Strength Tylenol my mom had left for me.

“You mean no magic to cure a killer headache?” I said.

“Don’t be a smart ass! Do you even realize what you have done and what you have been through? And what it did to me not to be able to bring you back to me?” Detective O'Connor said firmly.

I tried to look at him but I was unable to lift my head the pain was too heavy. So I quietly said “I am just trying to make light of the situation. How in the Hell would I know what happened or what I have been through when I still do not have the slightest idea what is happening to me! Yes I do know what it did to you because I can feel every emotion that you go through. Do you know how scared I was when I thought I was burning alive?”

He was looking at me with sad eyes I could feel him staring and watching every move I made. With a sigh he said “I could feel the heat and hear you screaming in my head. I could not break through the connection that held you in the dream. I am sorry I know you feel my emotions as I feel yours. I thought I was losing you that something had a hold of you that I could not fight in the physical world. Then you came back to us safe and unharmed. I could feel Amelia surrounding you with the protection of the white light to keep you safe. I thank the highest of all priestess for her care of her descendant.”

I just lay back on the couch and closed my eyes I did not want to do this right now. I know he cares for me, because for what it is worth I care just as much for him. This is weird to me knowing that I barely know this man. Since I have met him all I do is think about him and wish he was close to me, lying with me, beside me holding me tight to his very warm and chiseled chest. I have never had these feelings for anyone before. Does this mean that Anthony and Rose are not eternal mates? From what she has told me and the things she has said they have done together they should be eternal mates I thought to myself.

“No they are not eternal mates!” he gave me the answer to my question he could hear.

I keep forgetting that when he is near my thoughts are not my own. But he did answer my question!

“That makes me sad I truly thought they would be together forever, they are going to school together and the things she has said they have done together would make even the most experienced person in the bedroom mouth drop to the floor.” I told him as I lay on the couch with my arm over my eyes.

I could feel him move closer to me, my body shivered with that rippling butterfly feeling again but even with the headache I did not want it to stop. I wanted to feel what Rose has explained to me so many times. I could feel Detective O'Connor lean in to whisper to me, I

could feel his warm breath on my neck and earlobe, I smelled his cologne that he wore musky and masculine all in one shot my senses were heightened when he is this close to me. 

I don't know if I will ever get use to him and these feeling that I have when he is around!!!