Wednesday, August 27, 2014

I am doing this on my own from now on! I will keep my own secrets!

My father and Detective O'Connor all shook their head in agreement. My mother looked at her watch and got up from her computer shut it off and grabbed her purse turned the lights off. I heard her tell my father in the hall I will see you in a couple of hours for the events. I love you be careful. Detective O'Connor I will see you there also I hope?”

“I have some things to think about remember but I will be there as soon as I can.” He told her.

“Just remember she needs you also! It will be for the best you know that right?" My mother told him.

“Yes Mrs. Wholeheart I know I just don’t know if I can!” he took my mother’s hand and squeezed it. My mother shook her head as to say she understood what he was saying. I thought of my room and I was there within minutes.

My alarm was going off I slammed my alarm clock on the floor. Why all the lies and secrets, well I am going to do my own investigation to find out about Alaina Rivers! I had made the decision to do it without help from my family or Detective O'Connor. God how I missed him, just saying his name makes me want him near me. My computer dinged so I got up still feeling groggy I opened it and an e-mail from Ryan was there:

Monday 05/17/2013

Julia,

I wanted to apologized for my actions in front of your guest at the gathering Saturday! But I do not apologize for the kiss. I hope that we can speak at the event today I am looking forward to hanging out with you. As you probably do not know I have already made the change about 6 months ago. But there is something different with yours I can see it in you that you are special. I want to be a support for you but also I have been seeing a man and a woman when I travel and learn my gift of the Water element. The women has asked me to give you a message but only when we are alone. I think she is in trouble or something. But the man is quiet and stays in the shadows, it is creepy but he seems to be looking for something or someone. Anyway I will talk to you later this morning and maybe we can go into town to the Cafe and talk. I really do hope that you decide to go to Kentucky with me. Please just think about it. I have the picture you drew of me when we first started dating. You are really good I think Kentucky has a great Art program also just for a hobby or something.

See you soon,

Ryan

If Ryan has made the change he must know that Detective O'Connor is my eternal mate. But why is he still trying to be with me? Why does he want me to leave with him so bad? Since he has made the change maybe he can be the one person I can trust to help me find out what is going on? “Ryan is trustworthy and strong with his powers he is assigned to be your protector. He knows what he needs to do to keep you safe, please trust me my child you will find your answers that you seek but don’t trust all that come to you feel for the light of good magic or the blackness of dark magic. But do not feel too deep if you touch the dark magic to much it can invade you. Trust what you touch, the light is warm and comforting, and dark magic is cold and chilling you will know which magic you touch with a slight glide of your finger reaching from your mind to theirs. But again my child be careful! Blessed be!” the strange voice was back again. So Ryan is my protector. Then my plan is set in action.

I took a shower dried my hair but something told me to let it flow long today. So I brushed it and straightened my hair. My hair looks lighter for some reason maybe it is the lighting in the bathroom my mom is trying to use the more “energy efficient light bulbs”. Anyway I slid on a pair of khaki shorts and a lace tank top blue with a white tank top under it. I went back to my room to get out my drawing supplies and I sketched out two pictures of the White blonde now known as Alaina Rivers and the mystery man from the school and the picture from the police station that my dad showed my mother. I am hoping that Ryan can tell me if it is also them that he is seeing. One more picture came to mind I started that sketch on canvas. The eyes drew me in and I could not stop drawing of a time that I saw Detective O'Connor set in the shadows and upset because he was worried about me in my living room. In that moment I swear I could see the real Detective O'Connor. This portrait is for me never will it be for anyone else ever!


A knock on my door startled me my dad poked his head around the door and saw my supplies out on the bed. He grinned “I am glad to see you drawing again! It has been so long you are an amazing artist Julia, you should organize an art show for charity and show your work?” My dad said with so much love behind his words.

“I will think about it maybe for charity and the Sheriff’s Office!” I said with a raised eyebrow. He smiled and walked over to see what I was working on I had to hurry and shove the other two portraits into the open desk drawer so that he could not see them.

“I do not think he has ever shown the true O'Connor but you have sure drawn him perfectly. I would be honored to have you set up at the Sheriff’s office for a show the department needs the help so we will do it soon. But right now your mother is waiting to get the next event going.” He said

My father gave me a slight bump with his hip. I placed my supplies and portrait on the bed and wiped my hands off and took my father’s hand and walked down with him to the front down. I took a deep breath and walked outside.

As I walked through the front door to go out with my father he was no longer on my side.  Great Uncle Glenn was there the sun shined in my eyes and then as we stepped out on my porch it became quite clear that it was still my porch just before my time again! 

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