Fighting these feeling...

“I know! But I know nothing of relationships or sex. So how can I make you happy or satisfied?” I said putting my head down again. He grabbed my chin lifted my head up and said “I think I should be the one to worry about making you happy and satisfied, so you stop running to Ryan! No matter what you do you will satisfy me in every way possible.” he told me as he leaned in for a kiss. I was right by the sink on the island and I flipped the water on cold and grabbed the hose and sprayed him.

“I win!” I laughed and Detective O’Connor looked at me shocked then wrestled me for the hose. My hand was clamped on the sprayer and we were soaking wet. Then I heard detective O’Connor’s breathe suck in, he had a clear and direct view of my breast through my white t-shirt. We both are breathing hard and heavy, with the look of want in both of our eyes.

“Julia, we cannot! I will not be able to control myself without completing the binding spell” he said. I started kissing him soft and sexy, he pushed his tongue in my mouth and his kiss had so much want, and need behind it. “MMMMMM!” is all I heard from him. He grabbed me up again took me to the stairs and told me to go first but I did not want to let go, because if our contact is broken he may come back to his senses and stop what we are doing.

“Stop!” he said frustrated leaning his head on mine. “Damn it, Julia! Give me this one request Julia and wait please!” he begged in a whisper and stepped back from me.

“Ok!” I said. Then I stepped closer to him gave him a gentle kiss on his lips, damn he is breathtakingly beautiful and he is all mine, this is going to be hell.

“Ahhhhh!”I screamed as he grabbed me, he told me to get some clothes on. He walked away from me to the backdoor to get some fresh air. When he came back in I was on the couch curled up watching a movie.

“Hey!” I said

“Hey!” he said back

“I am sorry for being pushy I will respect your request until the binding ceremony. When is the binding ceremony by the way?” I asked

“Tomorrow night actually!” he said laughing “Julia it is not your fault it is both of ours. Being together like this is hard for me to not touch you, and the same for you. Our feelings are so strong for each other. Neither of us have had a relationship with the emotions we feel for each other.”