I turned on the shower
to get ready for tonight. As I stepped into the shower the water cascaded on my
back and felt so good. As I turned to face the shower head I let the water run
down my face to clear the tears from it. This argument gave me an excuse for me
to sneak out tonight, but I still feel bad for doing it. I was upset to find
out that Detective O’Connor was worried, sad and confused about why I left to
confide in Ryan. But I am glad my mom put the reasoning like she did so I can
use that at a later time as my excuse for my plan. I start to feel sad again
that I will have to hurt them in order to keep them safe. I grabbed the shampoo
when I felt a breeze come in the shower. “Hello! Is anyone there?” I asked
“Why? Why did you leave
with him, Ryan?” he said in my mind
“Why do you have to ask,
you left me last night then you have not been around when I needed you. He was
here for me and willing to listen to me and talk to me, so I left!” I told him
knowing that was a lie, I want to tell him that I have no feelings for Ryan
that he is the only one that consumes my every thought but I can’t it has to be
this way.
“Julia, I am sorry I was
presented with some information that I needed to think about and then I came
across something today I needed to investigate! I am sorry I should have been
here for you but I was not and for that I am truly sorry.” he said
“Yes and what was that
information?” I asked knowing he would not tell me.
“I do not have all the
answers right now; I will tell you as soon as I have the answers. But I ask
that you stay away from Ryan, he can protect you from farther rather than
closer.” He said
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